Matthieu (Mateo) Belinski Poems

I'M ME! ! !

I'm not perfect, I'm me. I've made bad decisions and wrong choices, but I'm me. I've said the wrong things, I've said the right things, bc I'm me. I don't like everything I've done, but I did it bc Im me. I've loved the wrong people and I trusted the wrong people but I'm still me. If I had a chance to start again I wouldn't change a thing. Why? ! Bc I'm me and it's made me who I am today. There are a lot of good things about me but you have to look past the imperfections to see what's right. If you can't do that, then it's your loss bc At the end of the day I'm the best that I can be bc I'm just me
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'Each other'

I can see you, you can see me, and what we see, amazingly, is each other
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If I could I would nail these hands to the edges of stars. I would sacrifice this body to the sky hoping to resurrect as someone spiteful enough to not care about you anymore.

Staple me to a cross. Pierce my side with a broken promise and I will bleed out all the crippled reasons why you deserve one more chance.
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It's been a very long six years, day and night I still have tears... I try and try not to cry but the pain of your absence still makes me sigh..... You are my light and I wish I could hug you tight. Lastnight I had this dream that you and I were sitting by the stream....... You looked at me as I began to cry and said 'it's ok son; now hold your head high'. Just try. Now don't worry bout me because I am pain free.. Just remember son that I love you and this is nothing new.... I have to go now but I'll always be here when you need my ear... Now please wipe away the tears that you've bottled up all these years and remember, it's how you lead your life and how you treat your wife'.... It was then that I looked up and and only saw a trace of your face..... I love you Dad....

George Beau Belinski
May 4,1947- April 15,2006
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The saddest things in life
are missed opportunities,
The hardest thing in life
seems to be 'truth',
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Who would of thought that wind and rain
Could cause so much damage and
bring so much pain.
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Maine
So beautiful!
Portland- very nice
Big city - great food city
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i just met you this i know
but our conversation has a joyous flow
you speak your mind
and i'll speak mine
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You make me wanna write. Write about a blessing that we received. About lifes unexpected changes that occur as a next door is always ready to open and when ur least expecting it. Write about how much of a special woman you are. About how much of an opportunity we're being afforded and granted to be that special couple that we've dreamt about for years. We have wanted, longed and prayed for the opportunity to have the joyful tears. You make me wanna write about what our future could look like with an unconditional special kinda love. You make me wanna write it all, but sweatheart it's already written; Written in my heart💞.

M. Belinski
14Jan2026
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My Secret Love♡

I want to share my feelings
And I don't know how to start
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