Melissa Taylor Poems

*POISONED APPLE*
*Was i once the apple of my daddy's eye?
I doubt it, by how quick/easily he said 'Bye, bye'
Do i often ask myself how could he and 'oh' why?
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*You listened...
to me moan, whine, talk about nothing,
everything.
my worry's, my hope's you DIDNT kick me
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-if i didn't say goodbye
it wouldn't bè real. I couldn't say goodbye,
cause for me it would never bè real.
11 years later and still its not real.
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I was the only one that really understood.
When everyone else left i gave you the gift of not giving a 'Stuff'.
I made you feel strong.
When infact you were weak.
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It's so frustrating. While i'm here slowly suffocating.
Quickly getting even more bitter.
There's still time to fix this. There's just time to fix it, FIX IT.
Get a grip, put your brain in gear and shift it. Isn't there enough time fix this?
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-Do you see this empathy i have?
The sincerity i have?
The forgiveness i have chosen to give?
For not just my mistakes but yours, i'm willing to forgive. Sorry, that was a lie! I can't forgive.
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I try and convince myself it's fine.
The problem's ain't
getting any bigger. Who are you trying
to kidd?
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