michael capper

If I knew the last time I kissed you it would be my last,
I’d go back to that moment an stay there in the
past, forever re-wind that moment an only play it
slow because I never wanted to ever to let you go.
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Here I’m laying out the Words unsaid of true thoughts that bleed from my head. This isn’t a twist or even a lie my true feelings for you I always kept locked inside, far too much fear always holding me back I tried to step forward and never look back.
You walked through that door and into my life you took over my thoughts you took over my life. I thought more of you than you may ever know always an never wanted to let it show. Harder to explain than it may seem for I was damaged by all that had been never thinking that you could unlock me you got inside an truly rocked me.
The damage inside I must now explain the past had ruined me and made me insane, now daily thoughts which ran through my head even when I lay next to you in our bed, she will never love you, Your not good enough, why can I not just show her my love? am I holding too tight? or am I letting her go? I didn’t know which way to go.
But through all this your heart was so tender an all of it I so dearly remember from that look in your eye to the touch of your hand you pulled me right up and got me to stand.
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