I am lost in a room with people all around.
I smile at them, nod my head, but do not make a sound.
Even though there are people everywhere I still feel all alone
I climb high up in the stands above searching for the one whom makes my heart moan.
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For many years I lived in the dark
Waiting for that magic spark
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My mind is adrift a boat lost in the sea
With so much water around yet I am still thirsty
I see fins in the water just waiting for me to fall
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As I sit here alone at night
I think about giving up on my fight
I was used once so why not again
All I ask for is for all this pain to end.
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Memories of you face a concerned and frightening stare
The paleness of your skin, the oxygen mask that you must wear
Tell me, is this going to be alright?
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As I looked up into the dark moonlit night
A twinkling little light caught a glimpse in my sight
Is this the star I have been waiting for year after year?
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I am confused what more is there to say
I have feelings for someone who cannot love me in that way.
The feelings that I have are hurting me inside
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A crashing sound in the dark of night
I wake up suddenly shaking relentlessly in fright
Is it he who is breaking in?
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He flies in the air with his wings spread out wide
In a circle he goes in a beautiful stride
He screams out loud to show his pride
Over the ocean he swoops missing the tides
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I love him so much but he does not seem to care
It is not me he wants, it is her he wants to be near
I was once his wife, I gave him his only son
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