Nicole Gehrman Poems

You showed me the way to go when the fork in the road appeared.
You taught me right from wrong when i need it the most.
I always looked up to you for guidance.
By looking back i see that it never happened.
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No one knows what is going thru my head.
as I slide the glimmering blade over my wrist.
While I watch the red crimson flow down my fingers
Dripping onto the once white tile floor.
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Not liking what things are turning out to be.
Twisted things not coming out the right way.
I'm starting to change the real me.
My inner voice telling me to stay.
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Tell me u love me.
I'll say it back.
Say u will die 4 me.
I'll keep quiet.
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To Nicole, my sweet… my love… my Bella
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Strangeness coming over me, I wait for my time of demise
As I stare my enemy in the eyes.
It’s like a wanting to end it all
But too afraid to fall.
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They are all right.
Why can't i just do it?
Slice away the pain.
Watch all my worries flow away
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I used to be so inspired.
But can't seem to find what to say.
I'm confused
and these feelings r pushing me over the edge.
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Fire burns deep in my eyes.
Anger pulsing through my veins.
Lacing my blood with poison.
As the tears spill down my face,
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I never looked and got trapped in-between.
Someone should pull me back to the other side.
Wonder who it will turn out to be.
Will it be the right one?
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