nouri black

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i was born in 1987 in thailand. i was living with my mom and 2 stepsisters. my dad(who is arabic) used to live with us but then problems happened and my parents got divorced, and he moved away to united arab emirates, i was only 2 years old at that time. then he married my step mother, and when i was abt 9 years old he came back for me and took me (away from my mom and sisters) with him to his second 'arabic' family. imagine a 9 yr old girl, who used to live in a shanty town, who used to share a tiolet with a whole neighboorhood, who has lice in her hair and only knows how to speak thai. imagine her in a new house, with a new family, a totally confused girl, who doesn't know how to comunicate with anyone...trying so hard to fit in, and out of a sudden, becoming an older sister for 2 brothers and a sister.they even changed my name(it was Natia) .it was like forcing me to throw my old life totally behind my back...it was never easy for me...now after 11 yrs, i look back at those memories...and i feel like the worst has already happened, and it gives me a positive veiw of life that somthing better will happen. coz life takes somthing and gives somthing in return. it gives me a motive to make my life ful of joy to make up for all the misery that i've been through in my childhood...)

The Best Poem Of nouri black

Lonely In The Dark

I am living in the darkness
I feel so scared
I feel unsafe
I dont know what to do
I cry everyday and night
And I feel that I want to cry more and more
Non stop
It really dark here
I hear my mom voice
But I cant reach her
And I hear my friends calling me
But they cant hear me
I dont know what to do
I start screaming and screaming
But suddenly their voices r gone
They leave me all alone in the darkness
I start crying again and again
And suddenly
A light so weak appears, shivering in the dark
I didnt know what it was
I feel so endangered
I saw an extended hand
That wants to grab me towards its unrevealed body
I ran away
I hear a male vioce
Calling my name
Telling me that he wants to save me
I turn and look at him
I thought he was just like an angel
Just like an angel in a human body
With flesh and blood
He took my hand
To show me the way
When I was out of the dark
He gave me a butterfly
He gave me a butterfly
And with it
He filled my heart with hope
Gave me a reason to never give up
Just knowing that some one,
Somewhere
Actually cared about me,
Loved me
That will give me all the strength i need to live
To survive

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