Never can I say goodbye
Yet my eyes, still they cry.
You are at peace, does everyone say.
But not I, not this way.
The sun is beginning to disappear,
Behind the horizon, far from near.
Sitting and watching the darkness arrive,
Today the knife twists deep,
Tears are a constant weep.
That face could ease this pain,
Impossible the wish remains.
What right does one have,
To be so cold?
To show the lacking,
My sweet Grandmama, how dear you are to me!
Your beauty was everlasting, your heart shined for all to see.
You always comforted me, in all my times of gray.
The chill in the air forces the heart back in time,
To a place so awesome, no words can describe.
The night was clear, the moon and stars were near.
To say sorry would be so lame,
To say goodbye would cause more pain.
To be empty and completely numb,
Strength they say,
Is how you make it through another day.
A pause in time, why, how can this be?
Frozen eyes on the frame of you with me.
You had to leave, but no goodbye was said.