I'm a dreamer, an idealist, I have a grudge against realists, I'm looking for love, I'm looking for change, and yet I wish it would all stay the same, I'm tired of hate, I'm inspired to create, try as I might I can't believe in fate, I'm a loner, I'm a stoner, a typical college student poppin a boner, I'm competitive as hell if you couldn't already tell, I bottle up my emotions, what you see is a shell, sometimes I try to hard, sometimes not at all, I learn how to run before I ever crawl, but through everything only one thing's for certain, I'm tired of this already, I'm done, close the curtain.
'Don't take life too seriously, you'll never get out alive.'-Ryan Reynolds
Oh how I wish I would wake in the morning to see,
To see what glorious things happen to be waiting for me.
What ripe adventure could begin anew,
Spring forth with joy in all I say and do.
...
And through the darkness I saw the light
It was flashing before my eyes
Brightening the skies
And it was then that I realized
...
My solace from a broken world
My Nirvana in this living hell
Where empty stares and smiles dwell
My pump to keep this young heart going
...
A million lights dart before my eyes
Standing out against the palest shades of oblivion
They beckon me to self destruction
While distracting me from eternity
...