Patricia Chapman

My heart weeps every moment of everyday
knowing that you left me
I blame my self
even thought i should not
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the mask that lays on you face
is nothing but a lie
with diecet
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sometimes i wounder to my self
if im the only one in this
do i mean as much to you
as much as you do to me
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As i lay here with nothing but darkness enclosing on me
there is a little light with you hand
that i see
but its so far away, i want to reach
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the smile on your face
when waking up next to you
was as if i was in heaven
your arms intertwined into mine
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sometimes you would think that you wouldnt be fooled
but now that you look at the big picture
you start to see that you were
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you are what i need
and hope for
anything to keep my busy
and not scared
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laying helpless on the floor,
nothing but a trible of blood
ans stillness
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how could i even begine?
you told me you loved me
said i was your one and only
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I talk alot about love
in all my poems
thats is who i am
im a loving and caring person
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Dear Diary
How can you forget a love?
Is it even possible?
Can things change?
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I now understand
It took me a while to comprehend
but i finally understand
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This is to you
I will not hurt
or linger in the pain
that was left behind
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My love i write to you,
an only you, you are
what makes me wake
in the morning smiling
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times ill lay around at night
poundering to myself
is he fine
is he okay
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My words is who i am
the past was who i once was
and the present is what i have become
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underneith the sky
as the stars sparkled
into each others eyes
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