phantom puga

If I told you how I felt would you love me
Or would you say thank you and just hug me
Would you know what to say
Or just turn and look the other way
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two sides, two worlds, do i walk through or let someone open it for me. on one hand, I'm here on this side. then again I've been here before, i know this place, i know this side. To venture on the other is the question. Am i stricken by fear, am i dazed with curiosity. Afraid of the unknown, don't know whether it will be dark or bright. A evil place or good. Again shall i enter or ponder, time is wasting, a decision has to be made.

For one, on this side I'm here in reality, solid ground, civilization, human beings, concrete walls, everything normal in the year 2006. This door, that has me so intrigued, i most explore, i must find whats on the other side. It's only obvious since man loves to venture unseen places, explore unknown heights. Well, here is the time. My mind is made up, i will proceed through the strange door, and venture into the unknown.
From the looks of the door, there is no slot for a key, but some abnormal design. looks as if there is some kind of handle. It is some kind of face with the handle protruding from the mouth. as i walk cautiously toward the door, a chill runs down my spine. Well here i am face to face with this door that i can't seem to step away from. My hand slowly moves towards the mysterious face, with the handle inside. Just as i near the handle the eyes open. the handle disappears, and the face begins to speak. 'Who goes there, those who wish to enter, must be prepared for a journey like no other.' says the strange face, in a god like voice.
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Some of us walk through life trying to reach the unreachable, do we know this at the time, most of us I think do not. We are blinded by our own sense to never give up, to reach that goal no matter what. Well what happens when u do finally realize, I'll tell you, you are now stuck with two decisions….on one hand u can go forth and still try, and obviously the second would be to stand down and just abandon the whole thing….well there are two lessons in this story. One, there are so many other goals in this life, and obviously u can't do them all…So at times we must let them go to start a new…Second lesson pursuit, to reach into your dreams and pull out reality…And this my friends is a hard lesson of accomplishment, or if done wrong failure to the point u look like a fool sinking in quicksand with no one to hear, help, or even see u for that matter….all alone sinking in your own desires…..

Let us begin with the first. So you have this goal in life and you've be wanting it for some time now, but no matter what you try you always fall short. What do u do, at this point you have done everything in your power you now feel u are left with nothing….Are u giving up now, or simply letting go to start a new. Just how u can have two views of the glass half filled or half empty….some may say your weak for giving up, but me my friend, I say you are courageous for starting something new and moving forward in life…Now that u have made this decision things may begin to feel awkward, as if you have no idea what you are doing now…as if you've just been reborn and not sure how to walk yet….So before you begin to start moving forward and begin to run you must recall how to walk…baby steps will do for now, reset your goal, remember what you are looking for…..Take in the mistakes you have made prior that brought you to this point….Then learn from then and know in your mind and heart that you will succeed this time…
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