A New Window Poem by phantom puga

After all this time in my life ive finally realized my path…..young as I wuz tempted with anger and wrath, it never seemed to get me anywhere…..but now its if my rainy days are clear, my storm clouds are finally starting to disappear….and now im getting places and I don’t need to steer…im on cruise control, my words are on a steady flow, no fast pace jumble just talk that is free of the mumble…I was goin to fast, now im takin my time and seeing everything thru a whole other set of eyes….they still hold my soul but focused on the future and my present goals…I thought I needed something I didn’t, I went crazy over it u cud say I was obsessed….but now a new light is shining I guess u cud say I was blessed…I thank god for staying with me, for now im free of my disease I can finally open my lungs and breathe…I have no regrets and no grudges, for without certain people I never wud have got here to this point….I can finally fly on my own, with no worries of someone letting me go…..my wings are strong and everyday they become stronger, so Im no longer angry I thank my father….but most of all my mother for its her that has put up with most of my bullshit, now I can finally help her instead of her worrying about if im goin to make it or not…..love those who love u and embrace those who hate u.