~4 Nothing~ Poem by Sinnaminsun Sinnaminsun

Holding out for nothing,
like nothing even cares...
When silence seems fulfilling,
truth is it strips me bare.

Wonder from a distance
I step within and try,
Filling up excuses
for reasons to the why.

Maybe it's a fever
which burns me in then out,
Realing from this fire
now fueling all my doubt.

Come and cool the places
which never see the light,
Darkness falls too quickly
and pools inside as spite.

Wash away the hurt now
as longing drowns me through,
Words won't ease this feeling,
and neither now could you.

12-9-07