934 Without You Poem by V F

i dont have you physically.. but
you are with me breath in and breath out..
with every blink of my eyelash..
every beat of my heart..
every gush of each droplet of blood
as it rushes through my veins..
it sings just your name..
calls out just to you.
hungers for only you..
my life is so empty...
a corpse my soul is fettered to..
living is so painfull without you..
i cannot go on..
not another moment more..
not a breath more..
nor another heartbeat more..
not a memory more..
how do i escape?
at times i simply stumble
one foot before the other
blinded by pain and tears
have not the courage
to lift another foot
take another breath
pulse another droplet of blood
through these cold veins of mine
without you...

(11th July 2005)