A Cottage In The Woods Poem by stp Pedersen

They all say just wait till adulthood comes
you haven't suffered yet your just a child
but they don't have know my life
it might just have been words but they hurt like a knife
i have drowned in my own tears
i have been through hell fighting a head full of fears

i wanna escape from my reality
i want a cottage in the woods
far away from the house i once saw as a home
i keep aching for more
more, more, more
nothing will ever be enough..

a disappointment i am
no lies there we know
society made that obvious
i was never wanted
never needed
but that didn't mean you could just leave me
laying there on the bathroom bleeding


a cottage in the woods.
a set of swings in my garden.
a charming library where I read.
This is why i will never be loved
My expectations are too high.
my looks not near appealing
my personality never pleasing
i don't deserve to succeed
not even the least.