stp Pedersen
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I was the best student in my high school
I took extra classes and used all the extra tools
people envied me because of my knowledge and brain
if they just knew the work I put into it and all the pain
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She sits in her room and cry
pouring a shot of vodka
while slipping a knife through her thigh
a shot turns into 9 torturing her liver felling as it slowly dies
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I have fought and fought believe me I have but I am not a fighter i can't fight a fight that I have already lost
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her picture in my necklace I will forever hold tight
it has been 9 years and her death still doesn't sit right
a heart of gold and a soul so pure
but God still gave her a sickness with no cure
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they aren't the monster under your bed
they live inside your head
once people to believe and trust
now they only feel grieve and disgust
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6 feet under i lay
Above me is a tombstone
with my name engraved
Day in and day out
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They all say just wait till adulthood comes
you haven't suffered yet your just a child
but they don't have know my life
it might just have been words but they hurt like a knife
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stp Pedersen Biography
the mind of a teenager over the years.)
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I Was The Best Student
I was the best student in my high school
I took extra classes and used all the extra tools
people envied me because of my knowledge and brain
if they just knew the work I put into it and all the pain
If I didn't get an A+ my parents would say I didn't try
I would run to my room lock the door and cry
I did put in the effort I did do my part
they just don't understand I'm not that smart
and all the pressure from my mom and dad
they are clearly disappointed when my grades are bad
Being a teenager isn't as easy as you think
life goes by as fast as a blink.
I was the best student in high school
but now I'm just a dumb fool
I laid my head on the desk
and boom another test
all the stress and anxiety is eating me up
my parents won't even look at me, maybe I should give up
mom and dad, I wanted to make a good impression
now your daughter is hiding a deep depression
I smile and laugh with my friends
they don't know it's all pretend
to my friends, I'm a weird girl full of life
they don't know how many times I have held a bloody knife
5 years ago that was me
thinking there no tomorrow would be
all I could see was my head behind bars
now I see opportunities and shining stars
I got my life back on track
I realized life isn't that bad
moral of the story is do not delay
if you need help get it right away
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stp Pedersen Quotes
true happiness is like a unicorn, beautiful and magical. But in the end, it doesn't exist.
I know you're hurt when you know the difference between living and surviving,
we are scared, that the aliens will do the same thing to us that we did to the animals when we came to earth.
why is everyone so scared of failing, ? It's a part of growing. It's important to fail like Friedrich Nietzsche once said, 'what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.'
when you try to find happiness again but instead realize you were never happy in the first place.
the fact that I am tired and slowly going numb but don't know why so I can't do anything about it is slowly killing me
one of the things that hurt the most is to tell someone what's wrong when you don't even know yourself
I'm slowly opening up, to the people I care about. Because I realized, pretending to be ok, made it so much worst.
eyes tell the story that words can't
I may look like the hero. But there are monsters, living inside of me.
music describes the thing words cant.
many people call it a crowd of people I call it a no thanks
I don't care who you are or what i have done i just want somebody to tell me they are proud of me.
the blindest people are those who see but doesnt look
What's depression like? he whispered in my ear I whispered back it's like being dead while watching everyone live
sadness comes in waves. sometimes I feel like drowning
to understand what I am going through you will have to swim in the water i drowned in
don't try to give me advice on my state of mental health before you have swimmed in the water I drowned in
I think my depression got depression
it feels like I'm on hardcore survival mode in the middle of the night surrounded by creepers and zombies with half a life left
I started doing math in my spare time to torture myself but it has become more of a way to escape from my own thoughts now
the problem isn't always the problem but another person attitude towards the problem
2022 is either gonna be my best year or my last
I am so tired that sleep can't even cure it.
I don't mind falling so much I just dearly hope that one day I will end up flying.
active and lying instead of screaming and crying <3
School is brutal They will make sure to take everything from you and leave you bleeding.
Always trying to be nice makes your thoughts evil.
you expect me to be a hero but i have the backstory of a villian
The most suffocating words aren't those we yell in anger or whisper in embarrassment. The most dangerous words are those we never spoke.
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