I took a quick look at the rope,
before tightening it around my throat.
all I wish is to be dead.
The thoughts are taking over, my head.
laying in the bathroom crying my eyes out,
tell me that I'm worthless just one more time.
My anxieties are growing, breathing gets hard.
I can't control my body, please let me out.
It's getting harder to hide
All the feelings I've built up inside.
i was alone yes on my own
people they scream they pushed they teased
I was tearing up asking them to stop
you loved me you hurt me you ripped me apart
how could you do it with so much pride
I know it's wrong but I wish you were here
everything blurred I can't see
I'm having a hard time just being me
my chest is tightening the pain is too much
trying to stay calm but all I hear is the panic I have cost