A Falling Of A Hero Poem by Sam Edison

Right about now Im done playing hero
The respect is zero besides im not seeing clear though
Im losing all my civility all my ability for responsibility
Satan is in close proximity and I cant get away
The madness is infinity the way it doesnt end
I always drank alot but now Im drinking till no end
I can see myself back doing robbery back playing villian
I can sense Im possesed and its no longer thrilling
Im built up with anger and hatred for life
I want to take all your jewels in front of your kids and your wife
And the woman and children are no longer safe either
I want to slap off her face for thinking she's a diva
I must have been destined to be the bad guy
Cause as hard as I try the good in me always seems to die
So please go and pray for your hero to all thats divine
Pray as hard as you can that I wont fall this time
My life has been so down and up bad and good
And its not a situation I can blame on the neighborhood
It just is what it is I guess sometimes the demons win
Im trying so hard not to give up but its so hard not to give in