A Lot Of Stuff Poem by Laura arwen

I'm really chaotic
and compulsive in
accumulating things
I'm trying to
get rid of
my stuff but
unnecessarily
I'm too scared
not to find
certain things in
business anymore
I realize that
I am too
confused and too
many projects in
my mind that
I can not
re-order effectively
I think it
would be good
to live in
economic constraints so
I would not
matter to material
things
Sometimes it scares
me and it
makes me feel
very weak
It suffocates me
and it agitates
me
Also I'm nervous
because I don't
want to throw
anything
It's easy to
have a lot
of stuff
I can do
without many things
especially the memories
It is shameful
and devastating to
have an accumulation
of things
Possessing many things
is unhealthy
For someone having
a lot of
stuff is a
great comfort
It is depressing
to have a
lot of stuff