A Moment To Sieze Poem by Leanne Eastwood

There is something I need to tell you, goodbye,
I forbid myself to remember the evil in your eye,
You hunted me bad, I was the fox you was the hound,
I know your not here, but I feel in myself your still around,
The hurt, torture and cruelness you gave me echoes in my head,
Everyone may see me walking, looking but not living, I am dead,

Knowing what you have done to me I just feel pain,
Everyday, very slowly I am losing my mind, going insane,
I always remember that there was no mercy in your eyes,
Only knowing understands, they don’t know what I go through I am full of lies,

I just wish people could see,
That there is no strength left in me,
My life now is destroyed because of you,
There is nothing left, nothing I ca do,
You may have isolated me, changed me shut all my doors,
But I will tell you here and now I will never be yours!

I will just have to live life knowing I am dying with every step I take,
I will just have to life putting on a show, forcing to be fake,
You took from me my life and someone who is supposed to care,
There may be people worse off, but so what they do not know you. It’s unfair.
every single day and every single night I look up high,
I no when my life finally ends my home is in the sky,

Stop it! Stop it! Stop laughing at me and give met at knife!
Why? Why? Why am I so useless I can not take my own life!
I try ever so hard to forget you and not look back,
But when I succeed I notice that my life has a huge crack,
I have to be in pain through all the days and night,
And I pray to the stupid God ‘Will I be all right? ’

I really do not care what you have to say,
I really want you to disappear, GO AWAY!
You used me and treated me like a piece of meat,
You do not understand that it hurts with every heart beat

To you, you beast it was just a piece of fun,
Do you know what you have done I can not get close to anyone!
To stop me from that overdose,
I need to know will I ever be able to get that close?

I do not come to you for sympathy,
And I know I will not get my apology,
I just came to say goodbye from you …and me,
Goodbye, and goodbye to being free.