A Month Poem by jon crowell

a month too soon that I've seen you
a month too late your gone from me
a month too soon u wanted me to have a kid
a year too late i didn't partake
a month too late that i said i hated you
a month too soon was i for getting i loved you
i might have said i hated you but on the inside i didn't
a month too soon did i feel like an idiot
a month too late a darkened force began me too hate
never did i have the hate in side thats where i told a big lie
never did i mean to hurt you or never did i feel hate toward you
is it that hate was me towards my self or was my death for you comming