A Narcissist Only Plan Poem by Lacie Hebert

Once upon a time I was happy,
Every one who knew me would agree.
But then I met a narcissistic man,
Who over time sucked the life out of me.

I had never dealt with such a cruel person.
Looking back on my past, it's a fact,
I once felt the pain he purposely inflicted
the way he talked to me and how he would act

I let him talk down on me,
Calling me every name in the book.
I let him control my every move,
Myself confidence is one thing that he took.

I let him take me away from people,
Claiming he knew it was the best.
He pushed me through the pits of hell,
By now you should know the rest.

I was weak and fragile,
Worn out & lost within this life.
Taking pills to hide the from the world,
Wishing I could do just one thing right

I wanted him to love me,
If he pretended to that was even okay.
But I was non existent to him,
And I was just another woman he'd play.

One day while passing a mirror,
I seen someone I've never seen before
The face staring back at me,
Was a face of someone I didn't know anymore.

I told myself.. your stronger than you think,
Don't be blinded by his charm.
His only intentional move in this relationship,
Is to mentally and physically do you harm.

Show him that your better,
Don't let him get the best of you.
He will make you lay 6 feet under,
If that is what he chooses too do.

Damn, It was a long road,
But I ran far away from this narcissistic man.
Because he never really loved me,
Fucking my life up was his only plan.