A Poem For A Friend Poem by racheal wiese

I lay here in the darkness,
salty tears fall down my cheek.
I open my mouth to talk to you,
but no words do i speak.

I thought i knew just who i was,
everything i wanted to be, now i sit and ponder,
under the willow tree.

I tell you all there is to know,
plus a little more, when i ask you whats up?
its like you close the door.

i feel something different,
something aching inside,
so much to tell you but yet i hide.

you lay here beside me, as i stare at the roof,
ask what i want from you, i tell you the truth,
the truth cuts inside me as deep as the ocean,
at least it's not hidden, its out in the open.

one day i'll be gone, this you know,
but right at this moment im hurting so,

i don't mean to turn and run away,
i don't mean to cry almost everyday,
i dont mean to be angry for what you have done,

please forgive me and let me do what i must,
the most important thing in our friendship used to be trust,
you no longer tell me what occupies your mind,
i don't need you to tell me, cos it once was mine.

something that made me who i am,
something you used to say was,
i wish it wasn't a man,

something that made me happy at the end of the day,
something that was there but is now taken away,

another phase of my life is over and in the past,
i need to find something new now and make it last.
you helped me find out where i need to be in my life, you've listen and helped me when i was in strife.

I just want to say thank you, for being my friend,
to let you know thats the way it will be,
best friends forever you and me.