A Poem Just For You, About My Love That Is True. Poem by adi guna

this is a poem for you,
about my love that is true.
just want to show you how poetic i can be,
and maybe getting you to notice me.

in a moment of inspiration i made it,
with lots of feelings for you i conceive it.
i don't even know the reason i create it,
maybe my heart's just dying for you to love it.

to you i may look so foolish,
that's because my love for you will not diminish.
i'm just someone without prowess,
loving fully someone beautifully flawless.

from that day i notice this love,
incessantly my love proliferate.
cautiously i just watch your soul that's pure like dove,
because your heart is something i'd never had.

i just need a moment of your kiss,
to feel a gaiety eternal bliss.
i need it to kept me at peace,
while i fall down this bottomless abyss.

the smile on that face perfectly simple,
the way you touch my soul, oh very gentle.
that is why out of all people,
i'll always choose you to be my couple.

but even if my love for you is full,
you would just think it was null.
because your soul is for him only,
and there's nothing left for me.

rather than everything you are better,
and my feelings for you can only be bigger.
but all i can do is to falter,
because i know you won't love me forever.

but when the fights are getting harder,
and the winter is only getting colder,
you can always cry on my shoulder,
because my soul is yours forever.

i'll be glad to know that this is just a phase,
and someday love will no longer be the case.
i'll just sit here, until my heart is killed,
knowing my love can only go unfulfilled.

i hope this feelings will go away,
and this addiction to you will be gone someday.
because this is a price i can no longer pay,
to have my mind in complete disarray.

i can't keep living like this,
longing desperately for your kiss.
why should i love you the most,
and having my mind forever lost?

the answer may lack comprehensibility,
but i've only made it cryptic.
maybe you just need a serendipity,
so you can fully understand this, enigma/poetic

and so the truth has been told,
that you are not mine to hold.
even if i were more bold,
you, wont be my lover till i'm old.

all i hope was that this is just a deceit,
that i have never ever loved you trully.
please, make this love for you gone obsolete,
and leave my broken heart eternally.