I'M Getting Hurt Because Of Your Presence Poem by adi guna

please leave so i can stop believin',
take all this feeling that i kept close within.
i'm getting hurt because of your presence,
how i wish i've never known your existence.

in my mind there's an enormous turbulence,
i can't focus because of this hindrance.
my heart keeps driving me to misdirection
keeps on stumbling to the same old distraction.

please do not be fooled and think that i'm ardent,
i'm actually foregoing a ponderous torment.
my logic's torn apart, my conscience annoyed,
my patience compromised, my awareness are void.

stop smiling, i know it's just a mockery,
from now on every single thing disturbs me.
now i've realized and no more crazy,
i understand that this is just a bogus gaiety

i thank you for never loving my heart,
i thank you for having my mind ripped apart,
now i know that this love isn't endless,
now let me slumber in this languidness.