I sit here alone
Wallowing in self pity
Thinking about the laughing clowns
That is dragging me down...
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Drown evil with a world of good, Naomi. You're a wonderful person and you have a place in this life. Don't sit there in self pity: get up and put your intellect to work and be a light unto all who meet you. Keep at it; and you'll turn darkness into sunshine. Mark
A lot of us experience what you're feeling and for the same reasons. Good luck.