A Portion Of Thoughts Poem by tazy snowflake

I've been torn
I've been broken
I've been through betrayal
my disguise is weakened
by an unfair trial

I've been wrecked
trying to be perfect
to be faultless and ideal

a volcano tends to erupt
and my own tends to devour me,
lava melting my guts

I fall, collapse
I manage to stand
a force so strong
it pulls me down

my lungs fail
desperate for air
were it has been
a prey of despair

this inflexible force
has seized my soul
its too late to fight

its too late to forgive and forget
its pulling me down
stripping me from signs of being
i depart this life
with a portion of thoughts