My Disguise Poem by tazy snowflake

I am girl who's grown tired from lies
who's had enough of having responsibility
dumped over her head
responsibility of other people's wrong doing

to other people
I might just seem like a cheerful girl
but its most of the times
only a matter of a good disguise

a mask that I use to protect myself
to hide my fears
I've used it so much
that I actually believe the lie
the lie that I've made
a lie that I've created as a sheild

I've used this mask so much
that now I think
it became my own skin

if you come to think of it
I'm just a normal person
like everyone else
struggling with life

and the only way to survive
is to live a lie
just for a little while
until i find my true identity
and accept it