How can I forget
All the hurt you made me feel
When were you planning to tell me
That none of it was real
I miss you more than anything
But I'll never let you know
No, definitely not again
Or in your glory, you will glow
You told me I was perfect
But not good enough for you
How could I have fell for that
I still don't have a clue
How could you have used me
So completely and without care
Why did you even bother
This pain is so hard to bear
No, I don't believe you
How did you think I could
You did all of the things you shouldn't
And none of the things you should
You've broken all your promises
You've told me too many lies
I'm always the one to say hello
You're always the one with goodbye
You used me to your advantage
To you, it was all a game
Congratulations, you won
And you've filled me with complete shame
You hate me more than anyone
When I can't even dislike
You've stomped all over my self respect
You've taken away my life
You put up a great cover
A wonderful disguise
But inside you are a monster
Hated and despised
I don't know what you aimed for
But I know it made a mark
You swore that you'd be there for me
Now, I'm all alone in the dark
You have no idea how deep
You've broken into my heart
It feels as if everything inside me
Has been cut and torn apart
Ten years from now,
I know I still won't forget
Even when I'm through with you
It still won't be gone yet
You're definitely not worth it
Not even a little bit
Cause all you ever really were
Was just a piece of 'bulls**t'
You're everything I really need
But you're not getting me back
Cause I don't even know how to make it okay
How to fix up this big crack
So, tell me please I want to know
How even after all this,
You get an idea, that you SB
Still have a reason to be missed
Well...SBs are never interested in competing with anybody that's why they turn to SBs when others think they are...They just do things to express themselves in certain ways and they follow their own path...'paddle their own canoe'...
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
For so many people its hard to get the correct expression of feelings on paper, but seems you did good here...