Why I am so much eager to fall in love and be called mad?
Why at all I give chance to people to call me bad
though I had failed in love and was not glad
I could do nothing as it was well read
All the times I used to get thrashing form lovable dad
He used to regret it and felt very sad
It was delicate matter and I was in deep love
My position was that of simple and innocent dove
I had dreamed of making her as my companion
It was bond of friendship and strong union
The desire was same on both of our part
It was very painful at this stage to depart
I tried to know her better and promised to behave
She too realized its gravity and forgave
She was not driving me crazy or pushing to the corner
She wanted to retain me forever and not turning it as former
I tried to go deep and analyzed whether it was pure infatuation
Was there any use if we pursued it for its continuation?
Such thoughts were invading mind with lot many questions
I was afraid not to counter it with any of such mention
I must remain quite and calm
There was no gain and more harm
I must follow it with spirit and zest
There was no point in leaving it for rest
I was trying for my level best
It was proving very hard as unimaginable test
What was I supposed to act under such condition?
There were more worries and concern as new additions
I thought for a while whether dreams may come true?
I had earnestly tried to get it through
There was ample scope to make it as success
I had all the privilege to have an access
What was going to happen if she turned it down?
It was puzzling as remained totally unknown
What if she buckles under pressure and refuse?
Where will go to find another refuge?
I shall stand fast even if she succumbs
It may add to injury as wounds may be rubbed
I shall definitely feel being cheated and robbed
I shall bear pain even if stones are lobbed
They have every right to call me bad and mad
The right thinking person should come out of it and not feel bad
It is imaginable fact that it may not favor always
Fact remains same as bright as sun rays
Why I am so much eager to fall in love and be called mad? Why at all I give chance to people to call me bad though I had failed in love and was not glad I could do nothing as it was well read...it is natural and one must fall in....10
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I must remain quite and calm There was no gain and more harm I must follow it with spirit and zest There was no point in leaving it for rest well Justified Notions in this Poem.. enjoyed it! ! 10++!