Aching Poem by Sareeah Keelyn

Indecision
A powerful yearning
to be accepted
A quest for learning
to read people
A deep wish
to be loved

I sometimes feel like a fish
out of water
Out of place and unwanted
Something to be discarded
Not worth it
Feelings that burn
inside me

But my nature is to be happy
It screams at me for smiles
Joy, stretching for miles
Those two people who can usually elate me
Except when I feel seperate from them

But then smiles and laughs call
and I fall
desperately to those words
If I were to find out that my joy wasn't matched
I would break
to know love was fake

Good thing I have emotional tape
I will be fine
My heart is mine
after all
But now,
all I can do is fall