An Escape Note Poem by sayan sil

I was standing on that rain drenched road as the
Trembling rickshaw inched away from me….
The last straw of that dying man
Has defied of its services…
That was the fate of someone who had to surrender
The feeling of nothingness didn’t stop me from
Living, as I turned my back to it and walked to increase the gap
I realized that what I had lost is past
and cannot be magic ed to my present
Believed in time to fix things for me and resorted to diversions.
My madness finally got better
So got my planning,
Without you all my planning goes atoss, my dreams mixed up
My sight blurred, without you my smoke stops its magic,
My slumber dies in a tar road
My peace fights its way out of an overcrowded bus stop
Without u my feelings are stoned.
It was too much to take, the dread
I put a bullet inside my head
And declare them dead…