And So I Commit Suicide... Poem by Arijit Mandal

If tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.

I wish so much you wont cry the way you would do today,
while thinking of the many things you didnt get to say.

I know how much you love me, as much as i do,
And each time you would think of me, I know you will miss me too..

But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand,
An angel came and called my name and took me by the hand..

But as i thought of walking away, a tear fell down from my eye,
For all my life I'd always thought, I didnt want to die.

I had so much to live for, so much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible as I was leaving you..

If i could relieve yesterday, just even for a while,
I'd say goodbye and kiss you and may be see you smile..

But then I realized that this could never be,
For emptiness and memories would take the place of me..

Thus, wen I die, all my pains and sorrows would subside,
And so I decide to commit suicide..

You've been so faitful, so trusting and so true,
Though you did somethings you knew you shouldnt do..

But you've been forgiven and at last you are free,
So wont you come and take my hand and share my life with me?

You are my angel, my love and my life's guide,
Alas! I've to leave as I'm gonna commit suicide..

So when tomorrow starts without me, dont think we are far apart,
For everytime you think of me, I'm right here in your heart..