I entered your door looking for more
than even I could understand;
the need to belong to somethin' or
find some hope in a promised land.
Heard the Word; sang the songs,
but it was hard to really fit in,
though there wasn’t any problems
going on and on about my sin.
Repent you said, and so I did,
but I feel emptier still;
trying to follow all those rules
I'm only drowning in my guilt.
Is there any real joy in heaven?
or do we just sit and pray? Will
a new life with God, be any fun?
Maybe I'd just get in the way.
Not real sure there’s a place for me
at some fancy feastin’ table;
I’m only another of life's losers,
a castaway or so I'm labeled.
But if HE'S still turnin' water to wine
feedin' folks on fishes and bread,
I'd be thankful for a really good meal
and a safe place to lay my head.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
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Some interesting themes in this poem: sins, guilt. The conclusive reference to God is peacefully resolutive, as well as feminine.