Anyone? Poem by show me the glint of light on broken glass

Here I am again
Alone in the dark
Asking questions
even though answers
I wont accept

Tell me
Can you see me?
Cause transperancy is running through my veins

The pain starts the fight
A war that numbs my sight
Still the shock of life is...
Not enough to say ' I love you'

Drowning in broken dreams
And shattered futures
Can you hear me?
My voice is lost in empty space

Your finally home
Did you bring me some...
Sanity cause reality is feeling like a dream

Oh and it's fear that I'll go too far
Cause I'm cutting deep
Way too deep
Yet still I don't feel a thing

Oh wake me won't you
Break me from this numbness
Cause everything seems useless
Yeah call me crazy
I call it careless

And I'm wishing things
Weren't always like this
Cause it so hard livin'
When everything feels as empty as a movie scene

Don't look at me this way
Your eyes don't pierce me anymore

Don't waste your time cryin
I'm slowly dying on floor

Now I see the colors
Now I feel the heat
I feel alive..just briefly
For a second
Then it fades
Finally having things go my way

This is my demise
When I finish breaking through the veins
And unconsciousness kills away
All the brains