As Much As Poem by dipak adhya

Yes, as much as I want to forget her
I remember her name
As much as I want to forget certain past
I enliven them
And my heart shows as much as abhorrence
A loving heart sees love and passion in them

She was on the past
She is in the present too
She is like a dreamy fragrance
Yet she she is like a void full of pain though
I stoop to that pain
And now derive aching joy
I search for a real love
And sees her beaming laugh

I know that two hearts
One is of course hers
And the other is none but her heart!