At This Point (The New Me Part1) Poem by Shilesha Johnson

At This Point (The New Me Part1)



At this point
I don’t even want to think
I don’t want to feel anything
I don’t want to feel no kind of pain
I jus want to stand in the rain
So that everything could jus wash away
Into an unknown place
That can never be found
I just want to stand still and not make any kind of sound
I just want to be invisible
Not seen
Not heard
Unknown
I feel so alone
And I feel like that’s the way it’s always been
So I don’t understand why I’m so dumb stricken
I think it’s because I got used to someone being here
And now I don’t want ANYBODY there
I know no one cares
I know no one wants to
So ill make it easier
And just tell you upfront
That you don’t have to
You don’t have to be my friend
We don’t even have to talk
I can pretend that you are a stranger on the side walk
You can hang up and not say I love you
You can act like you don’t care
If that is what you want to do
But I AM NOT going to sit around crying my eyes out
Hoping someone will figure out what’s wrong
And I AM NOT going to sit around wondering “HOW LONG”
Will it take for him to realize
That I am not okay
And need you by my side
You should have known
And you didn’t which shows how much we’ve grown
Now I don’t even want to conversate
Don’t want anybody trying to relate
Cause at this point I DON’T CARE
Now you don’t HAVE to be here
Because I don’t need anybody to be
Get used to the new me

COMMENTS OF THE POEM

I love the new you in this poem fighter that is great.. Awesome write

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