Auditory Processing Disorder Poem by Danzel Ong

Everyday is a struggle,
I hear things that don't sound right,
The noisier it gets,
The more overwhelming it gets,
I attempt to understand what is happening,
But it doesn't seem to be working,
I'm on hyperdrive mode all the time,
People just don't seem to understand,
The struggles I'm having,
How bless they are,
Having a brain that works with them,
Not against them,
It's not like I'm not trying at all,
I'm giving my best,
But my brain doesn't register anything,
How do you accept something,
That is not within your control,
But within your control at the same time?