Awaited Arrival Poem by Laura arwen

For me everything
falls
Very often I'm
forced to be
silent because I'm
a problem
It's wrong to
want more from
ourselves
I think the
acceptance of all
human beings is
and always will
be a problem
or a good
reason to fight
The whole world
is crazy and
damned
I think I
need a total
rest from everything
I want to
have clear ideas
of my future
This world can't
be saved from
its destruction because
it's a complete
delusion for good
people
My wounds are
deep and incurable
Sometimes my dreams
are irrational and
overwhelming
I am very
naïve to think
I have value
in this universe
I think the
world is completely
hysterical and inadequate
to a simple
life
I'm waiting for
my real independence
I'm mentally stressed
for my mess