Understand Me Poem by Laura arwen

I'm tired to
not have my
personal space
Often I'm bored
to do the
same things every
day
I feel exhausted
to fight the
chaos
I try to
understand what I
want and what
I really need
I'm tired to
be avid
No one can
understand me plenty
I must accept
a life without
experiences
Sometimes I want
to punish myself
For me it
is very important
to achieve simple
and banal goals
No one can
understand my thirst
for independence and
solitude
Every day I
feel guilty for
my existence
I can't manage
and control all
my emotions
I don't see
anything good for
me in this
world
Sometimes I beg
the Lord to
let me alone
like I dream
I must dare
to express all
my thoughts
I have to
be more active