Back To Wherence I Know Poem by Vision Ghost

So many memories massed in a time so short
Yet yielding to the human tongue in a retort
Blinded to knowing this elusive conclusion
Left with a conclusion of constant confusion

Founded to be myself in the shelter of forests
Lying skyward to seeking stars as a sky frosts
Hardened as is my skin to be another exterior
That hides the shell within that is my true fire

Cloaked in darkness as I am unseen and safe
Sucking in the chill of night time air in strafe
Release this anger seeking inner improvisation
Unseen yet before a peace without condition

Tampered and traumatised within my heart
Picked up all but one piece when torn apart
A poignant delusory of never knowing why
For when and where is the reason for the lie?

That’s led me to a place where’s recognition
For what I am used to seeing in undulation
Of passive thoughts and unconsumed rage
Breathed outward as I approach a new age

Of self belief to rid myself of past mistakes
To carry on emotions beyond raising stakes
And wish for the impossible all over again
As I so now have had enough of all this pain

So now be rested in myself to lay my head
Upon leaves and softened dreams instead
As I fathom the future in another’s arms
Never to fall again for fraudulent charms