Bad Thoughts Poem by Pratyaksh Bhati

I always think about ending my life
A easy way to go
Will I be missed?
Will they cry?
Will the fall will be enough for me,
To say goodbye?
These thoughts hover over my mind,
Can't find the button to stop this,
Can't find the gun to stop this,
Can't find the sharp knife to stop this,
Can't find the tall building to stop this,
Am I losing my mind or
I already lost it.

they can't see these thoughts
Pain can't be seen from naked eyes.

Am I the only one,
With suicidal thoughts?