Beautiful But Unlucky: Poem by Putri Misnia Shary Bahri

swallow of pride inside her
since a child grown without
a mother grown without a father
that long gone in times
the tears hidden in the dark brown eyes
the crying tears of tiredness
turn her eyes to hazel a dark brown
circular around her eyes

the long love she waited that she never knew
a stranger boy that grown up to be a men
a words of his voice running through her
mind I knew who you are, I don't know
whom you are a false of memory as a child
I never forget that eyes
only you have that eyes he recalled
they recalled their way a sudden
memory recapture the real love renews
he take her breath away no men can
ever touch her heart the same way or
recovers that never seem to break
she swallow all her pride
the sore never heal a mark of hole

Beautiful but unlucky caused there
no prove from each end of the godmother
and the aunt, the real loved among
the real heart the recapture all the
childhood memory rebuild like it never
be crash down like a swallow of pride

The heart will never rest unless
the purpose will completely
that would be the happiness
cure secure that the heartbeat
for him only him have the secure
of her heart no one can ever
capturer the heart
caused the love will dies
as the heartbeat dies

The only real beauty was her heart pure of gold
pure of love which have been criticize the goodness
of her and turn it to a crime of lies
which breathing her in shock of heart
gone without trance
caused the hater will go behind
and place her to prison
men seem to drown to her beauty
caused of her heart
only one men have the place
in her heart caused she can't be secure
unless she is his bride, if only the men
will escape the blind side of marrying
someone he do not love caused
the heart will dies as it lost
its breathing