Being For The Benefit Of A Family Rating, (Deleted) This! Poem by Kynthia Rosgeal

Coke, heroin, pot, benzedrine and alcohol
And don't forget the sex, oh no. cant forget that.
What was I thinking? Oh yeah, that's right,
crush the life out of this deviant (deleted)

Didn't work, I survived me despite myself
survived and thankfully, recently, have blossomed.
Now all I have to do is figure out, some way
where this vessel is headed, I am in uncharted waters here.

Its scary and exciting and thrilling and energizing
and empowering and agonizing and its (deleted) SCARY!
I love it. Just when I think, this time, this once
I can shut my yap and not tell - I speak right up

I'm TG! And (deleted) I am PROUD of it! I feel pride
in myself, in the fact I wont be silent and keep everyone
comfy and warm and fuzzy and safe.
Not my (deleted) job sister! I take care of ME, I respect

but I wont shed MY self-respect for others. Yes, I watch
to see how someone may take it, I introduce it slow
cause, like me, they don't need a build up, don't need
a heart attack thinking I am dying when all I am doing is

Dressing up. And hey, after all this time in my own personal
(deleted) the only direction I got, is up!