Better If I Died Poem by Christina Pedregon

Flames dancing all around me
Im burning from the inside out
Im shaking like im having convulsions
My brain is being smothered. Im going to pass out
My chest rises and falls
I feel my throat preparing for the onslaught. Then i can hear myself scream
Its then i know ive lost complete control
Theres just no way to explain this burning fire
Its running through my veins
Beyond my control
I feel like such a fool
Wishing that you never lit that fire
Im not pointing my finger
Im not trying to blame
Im just saying
Im being tossed around
Not sure where i should go
I wish i didnt have to do this
Over abd over again
Would it be too much to ask for another chance
Feels like i will never win
My hope died out
My heart wont beat
Just go on you"ll be better without me
Just know that im sorry
Just know that i tried
Just bury me forever.
Erase all these tears i cry
Ill forever love you
It would be better if i died
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