Broken Soul! Poem by Ezna Stephna

You yelled at me, I never raised my voice
You left me alone, not giving me a choice
You lied and you cheated when my heart was true
I might have been distance but was faithful to you
I love you from the core of my heart

What right do you have to be angry with me?
I wasn't the one who asked you to flirt
When you were hurt, I use to comfort you
But when my heart hurt, alone I cried

I love you so much i dont know why?
When my world was falling apart
I fought to keep my life together
You walked in my life
Teach me how to smile and be brave

You enlighten me there's somebody else
You use to fill the void inside yourself
Throw those images up in my face
How can I be so easily replaced?

Real love doesn't ever let you go
So if you left so easily, I want to know
How should I believe you ever loved me
When I'm wrapped in the maze of your dishonesty

You shared with another what should have been mine
And I trusted you so, was I a fool or blind
To be who you always said you would be
who promised me you love me so much

But you left, you fail, you cheated and betrayed
The one whose heart would have never strayed
For another who will crack yours in two
When she finally fulfills destiny, will be untruthful

Then where will you run, where will you depart
When you destroyed all the beauty we used to know?
Will you expect me to bring it all back again
To be your lover again when you won't be a friend?

I asked you once if it; s true that you flirt
But I fear that question was a mistake
When you can't even tell me the truth
To face the reality of your sinful deeds

How could we possibly say forever
When we have no time to spend together
Because of the decisions that you made
When you gave up the fight, walked away

Why should I trust you, why should I believe
All the things you say, what you want me to see
When you are still lying to me and yourself
While spending your time with somebody else

The life that I offered, I still offer to you
The love, understanding, the dream come true
If you discard it now, you'll regret in the end
You will l lose me as your best friend

copyright by ezna 2010/09/09