Closure(Confessions-1) Comments

whenever i wanted closure from you i only got silence, its totally killing me, i can live with it but you will wonder, and wonder, you are going away but you are forgetting that a storm is brewing somewhere out there, if you wont take the necessary precautions you wont survive out there, i can already hear the thunder and lightening.whats so romantic about rain? ? ? ? ? ? nothing, i think the sky is weeping, and the thunder is what the heart is suffering , it cant be described, why would you not listen to me, what will make you understand what i need, what i want and when i want and why i want, its all about me wanting, i waited quitely on you for such a long time, its almost a decade of waiting and pleasing you but you still arnt satisfied, who will satisfy you appetite, when will you say enough, i cant stand by you and wait on you, let me go, im suffocating, my life wasnt meant to be like this, there was some better meaning something better out there. my train left, i waited for you, i shouldnt have, that was my signal, i want to run, just run from it all, i dont know where but i just want to be swallowed by this earth, in the sa, in the desert, anywhere where thoughts cannot haunt you, not call you, not taunt you, dictate you, i want to wander in this abyss of nothingness, no one to be concerned of me, for once, just once cant this happen ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
the headache is not there but there is this humming, like a little childs lullabye,
i know what you want, aint going to get what you want,
cry and whine till the end of time,
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