I have tried to feel things in a casual way, I really have.
However, the harder I try, the more I'm realizing that...
Feelings just aren't a casual thing- not a come and go sort of thing.
Not for me...
For me, feelings are more of a come to stay and never go away thing.
I never use to think it was a high expectation- to expect someone would one day have 'come to stay' sort of feelings for me.
Though, I suppose I never expected anyone would have feelings for me at all.
But if they did, I always thought it would be mad love or mad hate.
I never predicted all of these shades of gray, but oh well...
I see it now.
Now I'm seeing that maybe it is a high expectation- because these days everything is so temporary.
But that doesn't mean I want it any less- someone that wants me and never stops.
I want someone that comes, comes to stay and never goes away.
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem