I am an individual that looks in the mirror and sees a body but not myself.
In a world that forces us into defining bubbles I ready a handful of pins.
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Last picked.
Last sought.
Last seen.
First fought.
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Breath and release like the wind, not with destruction, but rather creation.
Exhale your words and throw yourself out, and not out like gone, but like forward.
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It wasn't suppose to be like this.
I wasn't born for wet lashes and salt upon my lips; quivering.
I wasn't born for public silence and internal screaming.
It wasn't suppose to be like this…
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My days fill me with memories I grow to regret, and just that thought makes the sky bend
Like ink from a broken pen unannounced staining what was once clean
My life is plagued by a darkness that can't be risen
Words I can't say fill my lungs with water and I choke
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It's summer vacation and it's thirty degrees.
A sixteen year old girl feels rejected like oil in water and despite how she tries she knows she'll always be separate from those who are wanted.
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Silence; an absence of sound but louder than any.
Like drowning you feel suffocation with-in imperfection.
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