Complicated Living Poem by stephanie murillo

complicated life is what i live
what i need is what i give
always wanted what i can't have
makes it harder on my behalf

Put a smile because it's what i want
but deep in, my heart shreads to pieces
crying, screaming, for i cannot
i am out of hope
for there is nothing left here for me

i got no mom
i got no dad
i got no heroes
no love
no hate
i need a friend
i need a man who'll be there always
who won't break me but make me

I have desires that are craving to come out
yet i shove them away
because im not worthy to have love
if my own father didn't want me why should anybody else

everything that i crave is unholy not right
for i am the devil's spawn
for i was mde in lust not love