Confused Poem by Danielle Shaw Cocking

Sitting here, listening
Everyone is loud,
My head is spinning, My heart is screaming
I cannot make a sound.
I sit all alone, In this little chair,
I don’t want to look up,
Because they all want to stare.
They know what has happened
But I wish I did not
I want to run away,
Ill give it another shot.
They stopped me from my death
They brought me back to life
Now I’m stuck again,
With all this pain and strife.
No one understands,
what I’m going through.
No one can hear my screams,
I don’t know what to do.
I say that I want it
But yet I can’t bare the thought,
I hate how my heart works,
My life should be cut short.
I can’t leave behind,
all my family and my friends.
But I’m sad to say,
This might be the end.